off in the night while you live it up, i'm off to sleep...

seriously, i am like the worst blogger ever. larry king is probably a better blogger than i am & he's half dead. wait... does larry king have a blog? i should probably look into that before i make wild accusations. (on a side note, i am also a horrible speller. how did i spell accusations before spell check told me i was a freaking moron? acuzations. that's what almost 16 years of the American educational system gets you)

anyway, i teased you all (and by "you all" i mean like the two people that read this) with promises of new entries, only to slip back into the darkness we call reality. lame, i know. but that's what you get when your faithful ferocia has to deal with stuff like her final semester of college and finding a big kid job and what not. it's not like the economy is a giant shitstorm & i have anything to worry about, right? right? blurgh.

so what am i up to, you ask? well like i said, i'm trying to survive my final "real" semester of college. i call it "real" cause i'll be taking classes this summer, but none are for my major & none of them really seem to matter. so this is the last semester that counts. i'm also about to begin the process of applying for internships, & let me tell you, this is scary as hell. the thought of trying to impress someone & having to compete with others to get an unpaid postion is terrifying to me. what if i'm not good enough? what if every position i apply for, i'm applying against someone with better training, or even worse, better connections? frankly, i almost freak out when i start thinking about it too much, so, moving on...

spring break is next week. i wish i could tell you that i'll be living it up in palm beach or exploring the big apple, but alsa, my plans aren't that grand... i'll be exploring the beautiful city of akron, ohio! yeah! oh, and i can't forget the 4 days i'll be spending at my parents' house, which is even worse then just having to stay in akron, cause at least there's stuff to do in akron.

seriously, spring break is so lame. 4 years of college and the most extreme thing i've ever done during spring break is go to cleveland for a show. i'm doing that tonight. so basically, spring break for me is just like a regular day except i don't go to class. nothing to write home about, therefore = lame. i'm skipping class right now (well not technically... it starts at 10:30 so i'll be skipping it in 2 minutes). i'm not even on campus. this semester is just weird. le sigh.

well, i know i keep saying it, but i def plan on updating this more as time goes on. i'll be applying to those said internships within the next two weeks, so i should have a bit of free time before interviews start or however the hell they work. i've pretty much already checked out this semester, so why not use a bit of my brain by blogging. ha, that sounds like an oxymoron. anyway. i'll see you kids soon.

watching: knocked up, with audio commentary
seth rogen, judd apatow, & bill hader do the commentary for the movie & it's freaking hilarious. if you know me at all, you know how i'm a sucker for audio commentaries... like as soon as i watch a movie, i watch it again with the commentary on. i can quote the commentary as much as certain films/tv shows (ie: the family guy commentaries. i listen to those prob more then i watch the actual show - which is quite a lot, so yeah). anyway, judd talks about what it was like working with his actual daughters, hader rotates through a few of the impressions he does, & seth laughs a lot. how can you go wrong?

reading: still little children
proof positive that i've been busy as sin lately: i'm reading the same book that i started in january. i hope to finish it by april. i'll let you know how that works out.

listening to: kings of leon - use somebody
remember when i said that sometimes, when i listen to a song, i get instantly hooked & that it's like the only song i can listen to for like weeks at a time? well, let's welcome "use somebody" by kings of leon to the club. i can seriously listen to this song for hours at a time. and i have. love, love, love it. if you like this song (or "sex on fire") check out their cd, only by the night. it's absolutely amazing. one of the best cds i've ever listened to. & that's saying a lot.